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  • Year Two: Loneliness

    On this two-year anniversary of Brian’s untimely death, I reflect on the loneliness and physical burdens of traumatic grief. Continue reading

    Year Two: Loneliness
  • A Day Worth Celebrating

    Today my heart breaks to celebrate our anniversary alone. But amid the brokenness I genuinely try to celebrate our love, which remains very much alive. Continue reading

    A Day Worth Celebrating
  • One Year: Darkness

    The past year without Brian has been a numb blur filled with loss–the loss of a co-parent and father, the loss of my person, and the loss of home. Continue reading

    One Year: Darkness
  • Brian Cowin: My Great Love

    My great love, my soul mate, my best friend died suddenly of a major cardiac event on March 19. It will take a liftime to process the shock and grief of his death. Many more words will come in the… Continue reading